Thursday, September 17, 2015

Trying To Find Myself

So here I am sitting at the table eating my green salad and typing away. I really love writing, it's just that sometimes I dont know what to write about, I guess you can call that writers block. I guess! I love the feeling of my fingers on the keys and the pitter patter the keys make as I am typing! Sometimes I feel like I have great ideas but then as I'm typing, I find myself second guessing myself and end up deleting everything. I guess I'm a perfectionist! I am also a control freak! Yes I have finally come to terms with my compulsive controlling nature, which makes writing even better because I'm in control!

I have been watching this tv show about a bunch of girls living in California and I feel like I am somewhat living through their eyes. They have such freedom and carelessness about them. I feel like not everybody has that! I felt it myself when I was in California. I think that's what was so amazing about it, everybody is just so free and so confident. I blamed it on the sunlight, like everybody was on this all nature high from the perfect weather!!

 Just thinking about being in California makes me smile! I could probably write all night about my experince in California!! Well hey look at that, maybe thats just what I will do!!! I feel like a lightbulb just went off in my head! I am going to write about California!!! Yay to new projects!!!

Until next time guys!!!

Leave me a comment and tell me what is your California? Where do you feel most free and more you?