Okay...so I have to admit to a couple things here......
1.) In the past I was Anti-Child!!
2.) I am now 100% CHILDREN!!!
So....how did this change happen I honestly dont even know.....well I do but I dont!!
The moment I found out that I was pregnant I was honestly excited for about 5minutes then I was terribly nervous, anxious, worried, afraid, scared, and just 100% discouraged!!!
But I am telling you the moment I felt Alyssa's tiny foot kick my belly I was overwhelmed with this nurturing emotion that has never gone away!!
I am soo thrilled, excited, and joyful that this is my future now!!
I am a mother!!! And proud of it!!!
Although...it did not happen how I thought it would I wouldn't change anything!!
Things aren't always going to be picture perfect and I know that now!!!
The only thing I can do is strive for happiness and health!!!
Im not just taking care of myself anymore and quit frankly I would put Alyssa before me anyday!!!
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