Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Filling A Void In My Life Pt. 2

2. Friends
This is part of the problem (I think) when I was in High School I went to a Technical School for Travel & Tourism our Travel class had I think 10 people in it! We were soo close all of us!! But once we graduated everybody went there seperate ways! A couple of us still remain friends but not like we use to!!

But really in High School its so easy to be BFF because we have no commitments, and  no responsibilities now we live in the real world where we have to work to pay bills and in most cases take care of our families!! I started going through scenarios in my head......

If I were to get engaged who would be my bridesmaids?

Bridesmaids are suppose to be your very close friends that you want to share this special moment with!

Its a pretty big deal!!!

As I sat at home and wondered who of my friends would be there standing beside me while celebrating this special time in my life I honestly could only think of 1-3 and really that took some serious thought!

If I was in the hospital who would come visit me?

In the event something exciting does happen in my life who would be the first few that I call?

All of these questions are really good questions and if you can sit here while reading this and honestly think of the handful of people that would be holding your bouqet or along side of your hospital bed or what have you than congrats!!

I dont know...for some reason I just dont feel as close to my friends as I used to...Its more like a every now and then relationship a casual "Hey! How are you? What have you been up to?"

That is dispressing by itself!!!
But still I feel like its something deeper!!

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