Day 19: The Feeling

Feeling!!!

You are going to experience so many different feelings during this process that you will probably think your bi-polar by the end!!!

Trust me this is all normal!!

This past week has been a struggle for me......

A situation at work resulted in me getting some hours taken away from me therefore I started to panic about my finances!! I literally called my sister crying I was doubting this whole process and doubting moving!!

I don't handle stress very well so that probably didnt help!!

I felt like I was going to have a panic attack! Thinking of all the expenses that I would need to come up with just to move was stressing me out so much and then getting my hours cut at work just pushed me over the edge!!

I was so stressed my eye was twitching all night I felt like a crazy woman!!

But then I calmed down and started looking at everything and in very small miraculous ways things started panning out....a girl at work called off so I was able to go in!! Now Im not as stressed as I was because I know that I can do it!! Its going to be hard but nobody said it was going to be easy!!

All of these emotions are completely normal.....
Happy
Stressed
Sad
Exhausted
Excited
Nervous
Anxious

You just have to find a way to control your feelings so you dont blow up!!

I eat popcorn and watch a movie!! :)

Hey it works!!! Something about all that butter just makes me feel a lot better!!!   :)